Hugs
(from the Day Letters of Junko Spare.)
The hugs in Umbagollah are warm and rare. They are also frequent and sharp
and smell like cheese, milk, mud or herbs, sometimes they have the texture
of old stuffing, sometimes the angularity of a sack of right angles but at
any given time one Umbagollian will be hugging another; some hugs have
knives in them some have bricks or rocks, some are small, some are insects
hugging your leg to administer their proboscis to your vein, to drink blood
to be full, this loving hunger, this lunch-hug, this clasp of true
friendship because you are giving them sustanance and no less is it when one
person hugs a hermit or someone who has not had a hug in a long time, the
warm liquid will flow between them and there will be a Connection too rare
for words to describe.
The starfish and the rocks, the jellyfish and the bacteris of the sea, the
leaves embrace the air, the bird embraces the bee, the beastie the flower,
the hippopotomus the ferryman's raft.
The arms, the bodies, the meeting, the cloth againt cloth the clothes
meeting and loving one another, buttons sniffing at one another like dogs,
with delight, pressed together they mate briefly then part forever, to pine
forever, to be without their loves forever, to have met once and then to
live sundered for the rest of time, unhappy buttons. Feet staring at one
another, eyeing the other person off, not always touching, feet are like
guard dogs, rarely touching, always wary. The arm on the back. Backs never
meet arms unless under these circumstances. It is a rare thing and they give
off glows of happiness, to be touched: backs are not often taken into
consideration and they are accustomed to feel vulnerable, liable to be
attacked from behind and having no eyes they will never see it coming, but
to be comforted by the arm and hand, for the front of the body to condescend
to embrace the back, this is something special: backs have inferiority
complexes and it makes them feel good to be acknowleged in this way.
| |