Damp
Ignite.
(from The Loser by Marcella Belly.
Damp Ignite is located on the Kadmudia Gouache Mudflats, on the
western side of the River Fly.)
If I were a woman who liked
to interpret things to suit myself I would say that Damp Ignite had
been created all those years ago specifically to suit my mood at the
time I approached it across a sodden plank of wood, muddy and
wretched right down to the splinters. My heart was as downtrodden as
that well-worn plank, as muddled as the houses I saw in that wet
place, those collections of sticks and rocks and plants and mud and
wood and clay, those dirty, grassy heaps of organic matter huddled
on their wooden floors like a gathering of men under their shawls,
these houses that floated, rather than stood, upon the semi-solid
ground which rotted slowly beneath them. The air was filled with a
rich smell and the faint, persistant sound of someone playing a
zither, which I later learned was the noise the mudflats' insects
made at this time of the year.
If I wanted, I could drag the
metaphor out further. I could have said that my heart collected
sorrow as readily the people here collected the herbs that grew
abundantly in the fertile mudflats (and then said something about
the fertility of sorrow), and then extended the image to say
something about the quality and flavour of the herbs versus the
quality of my sorrow, and added that in time my heart would
transform this sorrow, as the villagers transformed the herbs into
medicinal stews. If I had gone there later in my life I would have
compared the aristocrats' mosaics in Ex, which were made from clay
and mud collected from certain areas of the flats, by people who
lived in this village, to a picture of my ... oh, never mind. Let me
say that I settled here for a while, that I became a collector of
clay for the mosaics, that I lived in one of those huddled houses,
that the grit of Kadmudia Gouche settled on me like an extra skin,
and let me leave it at that.
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