The
Mirror.
Every morning she was the first at the
market. Her long, copper-coloured hair plaited and her scarlet, silk
robe dancing around her legs. She bought all the things she needed
and went home again, without saying a word. And when someone asked:
“Shall we go to the theatre together, Shira?” or “What about walking
in the forest, Shira?” she shook her head and answered with a gentle
smile: “Sorry, no time.” And then she left, Silent Shira, back to
her giant villa on the top of the hill.
Edjec was a young
man who made his living travelling about the country with his
selfmade paintings. He never stayed long at one place. Suddenly he
would say: “Inspiration’s gone!” and left. It was one of those
mornings that he first saw Shira. She was walking the way she always
walked, beginning with buying her fruit. Edjec, who stood in front
of a flowerstand, with his drawings and paintings bound together,
saw her passing and leaving the market. “Wow!” he said. “Who’s that
beauty? “You mean Silent Shira?” the flowerseller asked, “Ah,
she’s nice, isn’t she?" “She’s beautiful!” “Ay, ay, ay,” the
flowerseller said, shaking his haid. “Forget it, lad. You may only
look at her, she’s not for taking.” Edjec laughed. “Ah, come on,
that’s nonsense! Or is she married?" “Was,” the flowerseller
sighted, “He died.” “That’s sad,” Edjec answered. “How long
ago?” “Don’t know,” the flowerseller shrugged his shoulders.
“Must be a year ago or something. He was the thirth deceased in two
years. Shira’s mother and brother died before.” “Oh,” Edjec was
silent. “Were they sick?” “No, they were murdered”
“Murdered? Who did it?” “Oh, please, stop asking!” the
flowerseller said, a bit irritated. “Forget her, okay! Shira is not
for taking.” “I love her! Come on, where is she living? I have
to visit her!" “Nobody can say I didn’t warn you, lad. But
okay...Do you see that house on the hill? There’s she living. But
you’d better...” But Edjec had already left. The flowerseller
followed him with his eyes, disapproving shaking his head. “Mrs
Shira?” The woman who opened the door was the woman Edjec had
seen at the market that morning. Silent Shira. “Who are you?”
the woman asked. “I’m Edjec, I’m a painter. Can I come in?”
“That depends... Where are you coming for?” “What if I said
for you?” Shira did not move a muscle. She still stood in
doorway, her hair hanging down in a plait. Behind her Edjec saw a
dark passage with everywhere old paintings. “I saw you at the
market this morning,” Edjec continued. “I...” “I know, I know,”
Shira sighted. “Well, you can come in.”
Edjec, a bit
surprised, followed the young woman inside. Inside the house it was
very dark, although it was a sunny day. Shira’s villa had not many
windows, and the few she had were covered with dust and cobwebs.
Edjec wondered how Shira could look so neat and nice living in this
old, dusty house. He coughed. “Sorry for all this dirtiness,” Shira
said. “My last cleaning womandied a half year ago.” A half year ago?
Edjec asked himself. It seems like this house isn’t cleaned in a
century! Shira entered a small room with red ceiling and walls. She
sat down.
“I know what they told you,” she said unawares. “I
know what you think. You think I killed them.” “You killed who?”
Edjec asked sheepish. He thought it was better if he played possum.
“My husband, my mother, my brother, all my personnel.” Shira
looked at him. “But it wasn’t me, I swear.” She paused a while. “But
I know I’ll be the next.” “Where are you talking about? Is there
a murder here?” Shira casted her eyes down. “A murder, a curse,
what does it matter? I lived too long alone here.” She got up and
took Edjec’s hand. “Come on, I’ll show you the house and your wing.”
“My... my wing?” “You came here for me, didn’t you? Well, you
can stay with me. I’ll give you your own wing.” “A room is
enough, really” “Not in this house.” Shira smiled. “I have so
many rooms, it would be very selfish if I only gave you one.” And so
Edjec followed Shira, to the wing that was going to be his. Shira
told him it once belonged to her husband. “I haven’t been here since
his death,” she said, “Everything that once belonged to him is still
here. But I hope you don’t care.” Shira showed him room after room,
opened and closed doors. All rooms were lovely, although most of
them were filled with dust. At last Shira showed Edjec his bedroom,
a wide, high apartment and, in contrast with the rest of the house,
filled with sunlight. A giant bed, much too big for him alone, was
in one of the corners. Shira looked at Edjec, his eyes were larger
than his mouth and he couldn’t say a word. “One more room,” Shira
said and walked to a little door. “The bathroom.” “Ahh, that’s
what I want!” Edjec laughed. “A bath!” “It’s all yours!” Shira
answered. “I’ll leave you alone now, but if you need me, I’m in the
west-wing. There are my rooms.”
Edjec kept his eyes closed
for more than half an hour. Lying in the bath he thought about the
things that happened to him. It was unbelievable, he, the painter as
poor as a churchmouse, got in an hour his own wing. Not one room,
but a whole wing! And right now he took in his own bath in his
bathroom, or, at least, his bathroom for a few days. Edjec opened
his eyes and looked about one. The bathroom was very big, with
cream-coloured walls and ceiling. It looked very fine... except one
detail. A round, black thing on one of the walls. It seemed like a
round painting. Edjec looked again at it. What could it be? Perhaps
if he looked closer... Edjec got out the bath and walked to the
black thing. He touched it, it had a smooth surface. Edjec was very
curious now and he tried to move the thing. He pulled and pushed and
then... he hold it in his hands. It was a mirror, not a very big
one. Edjec turned the mirror and saw himself with his wet hair.
Putting up the mirror again, Edjec wondered why it had been hang
back to front. Perhaps Shira’s husband was not very handsome, he
thought laughing, putting on his clothes again. Edjec left the
bathroom. He gaped and felt his fatigue... The bed... Sleep...
sleep...
He waked up when he heard screaming. Quick Edjec
left the bedroom, following the continual, desperate screaming. Was
it Shira? Edjec ran up a staircase, turned left, right... From the
end of a passage he saw Shira approaching him. She was running too.
“Edjec!” She shouted from far. “Edjec!” “Shira!” When
she was near, he saw what happened. Shira’s long, copper-coloured
hair was cut off. The remaining strings hung down untidy on to her
shoulders. In one of her hands Shira hold her cut-off plait. “Shira?
What’s wrong? Are you hurt?” “No, no, I’m okay,” Shira recovered
her breath. “How...?” Edjec pointed to the plait. “You did it
yourself?” It was silent for a while. “Someone did it,” Shira
answered then. “But I’m okay. Go back to sleep” Edjec, very
surprised, turned around. Very low he heard Shira whispering: “It’s
back, it’s back...”, but when he looked backwards, she was gone.
Edjec went back to his wing, but he couldn’t sleep anymore.
All the time he saw Shira with her plait in her hand. Someone had
cut it off, but who? Edjec walked to the bathroom to drink some
water. He looked in the mirror. He looked as he felt: tired out and
and puzzled. And then he saw something, next to the tap. It was a
pair of scissors. Edjec couldn’t remember that he put scissors down
here. He hadn’t used them. But when he took it he saw that there
were some locks of hair stuck to it. Copper-coloured hair.
After he waked up that morning Edjec first went to the
bathroom. The scissors were gone. In it’s place Edjec saw that there
was something else next to the tap. It was a knife... red of blood.
And when he looked in the mirror, he saw that it was full of
bloodstains too.
He even didn’t go back for his paintings.
All the way down the way he ran, not looking back. The grass felt
cold under his bare feet, but Edjec didn’t care. He ran until his
fatigue made him stop. The villa and the town were out of sight when
Edjec fell down, gasping.
The fifth deceased they found
three days later. The young man was lying in the grass at full
length and in the gaping wound in his back they found a knife.
Nobody knew him. It was only the old flowerseller, everyone knew he
was completely lunatic, who asserted that he knew the
boy.
by Samara Jalaya.
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