The Window
Woman.
He was just a man and his name was Oliver
Dallon. Oliver was not someone you remembered easy, he always wore a
jacket, a tie and comfortable pants, a standard uniform that made
him anonymous everywhere. He was just a man, inconspicuous, neat as
pin and gentle. When he was young he wanted to be a writer, but his
problem was he couldn't invent anything. He only could write long,
boring reportings and news items. So he took a job as journalist. He
wrote things about shares and economy. He was a good writer, but his
work was not exciting or thrilling at all. He was just a man.
Every day after his work Oliver walked home in Ex and then
he passed a castle. It was a big, beautiful castle with many windows
and decorations. The castle was build with many colors of stone and
Oliver loved it. And every day after work, he stopped in front of it
and looked at it. And then he saw her, a woman, staring out of the
window on the third floor. She was sitting there, didn't move and
didn't notice him. She looked at the sun and it seemed like she was
frozen.
From now on Oliver looked every day at the woman.
Every day she sat up there, didn't move, didn't notice him or the
other people. She was just staring. Year after year Oliver looked at
her when he came back from his work and always she was up there.
One day when he was standing there, in front of the castle,
a rider stopped next to Oliver and got off his horse. "Where are you
looking at?" the man asked. "That woman," Oliver said and pointed
to the woman behind the window. "Every day when I come here she sits
there, silent, frozen." "Perhaps she's dead, or a doll," the man
said. "No, no," Oliver said. "I know she's alive. I've been
looking at her for four years now, I know she isn't dead" "But
why is she sitting there?" the rider asked. "I don't know,"
Oliver said, "But I wish I knew". "Well, go and ask her," the man
laughed. "And if you know, come back to me. I want to know it, too"
So Oliver, a little bit shy, knocked on the giant door. But
nobody opened. "Nobody home," he shouted to the rider, who was still
waiting for him. "Then go inside," the rider answered.
Oliver tried the door and, truly, it opened. Oliver went
inside. He stood in the high hall. "Anybody home?" he asked. Nobody
answered. He decided to go up and find the woman, but when he was at
the second floor an old lady with thin, gray hair stopped him. "What
are you doing in Amatilla's castle, lad?" she asked him. "I...
I'm an historian," Oliver stammered, "I'm interested in this
castle's history... Can I speak to the lady of the castle?"
"Yes, you can, " the woman said, "If you promise to knock the
door next time. We don't like this kind of thief-visitors." "I'm
not a thief!" Oliver protested, "But nobody answered the door!" "All
the servants died," the woman said, "But that doesn't mean you can
come in as you want. Well, go on, you can speak to the lady of the
castle. She's at the third floor".
Oliver went on, up the
stairs to the third floor. And he found the room. He saw a woman,
sitting in front of the window, staring at the sun. "Lady Amatilla?"
Oliver asked. The woman didn't turn, but answered: "That's me,
who are you?" "I'm Oliver Dallon, jou... historian. I'm
interested in this castle's history. Can you tell me something about
it?" "Turn me, Oliver, I want to see you." "T...turn you?"
Oliver asked, surprised. But then he saw that the woman wasn't
sitting in a chair or something but in a big box, that was closed
around her waist, so he couldn't see her legs (if she had them).
Oliver walked to her and turned the box. Then he took a chair and
sat down opposite her. Then the woman, Amatilla, told him about the
castle and it's history. But Oliver didn't listen. He only looked to
the woman. She was about fourty years old and her thick, blond hair
was tied back with a silk scarf. She had a beautiful face, with
bright, blue eyes and a gentle smile. But something was wrong with
her. It was the box she was sitting in. Like someone held her
prison. "...and that's all. Is that what you wanted to hear?"
"Yes, yes, thank you," Oliver hadn't heard her, but he got up.
"If you like, my mother can show you the castle and all the
paintings," Amatilla said, "You already met her, I think". "Yes,
yes, that's fine, thank you, very nice," Oliver went to the door
again, but before he could leave Amatilla said to him: "Can you
please turn me back? I want to look to the sun". Oliver turned her
back and fled from the room. On the ground floor he met the old
woman, Amatilla's mother, again. "Back again, historian?" she asked,
with a mocking smile. "Do you want to see the castle?" "I heard
enough," Oliver answered, "But why is your daughter sitting in..."
"Thank you for your visit", the woman said quickly, pushing
Oliver to the giant front-door. "If you have any more questions,
come back and we'll answer them. Good afternoon, lad!" And before
Oliver could said anything, he stood outside again. He looked up,
Amatilla was staring at the sun again. Also the rider was still
there. "And?" he asked, "Was she dead?" Oliver told him the
whole story. "Oh," the rider said, "Why haven't you asked her
about the box?" But Oliver didn't answer, he walked away and
only turned around once. "She was so beautiful," he said to the
rider, "But something was wrong with her, completely wrong".
And that were the last words Oliver Dallon ever said. He
went home again, took a paper and began to write. He wrote hundreds
of beautiful stories, all about women with thick hair, tied back
with a silk scarf. He never wanted to be a journalist again, he
resigned. All his time, day and night, he wrote, without saying a
word. When someone visited him and asked him things, Oliver never
answered. He told nothing, he said nothing, he answered no
questions, he only wrote. And for the rest of his life he saw the
image of the beautiful woman, captived in the big box, staring at
the sun. He saw it, day and night, in his dreams and fantasies,
while he was writing. She was always with him, like a never fading
memory.
At last Oliver Dallon, seventy-four years old, died,
because he hadn't eaten for a month. He died while he was writing.
The last words before his head and pencil fell down were: "She was
so beautiful, but something was wrong with her, completely wrong.
She hid a secret, a horrible secret, but I'm glad I never heard it.
I'll always love her as she was, beautiful and lonely, chained in
front of the window, with the sun catched in her thick, blond hair.
Amatilla..."
By Samara
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